I don't mean to have a pity party. I'm just feeling a bit down. I have had some good things though. I've reconnected with some friends. I'm making some new ones. I'm learning to quiet my negative self talk. It's not easy but I'm working hard.
I listened to the latest episode of the podcast "Sex and Other Human Activities " and it really hit close to home. The we're talking about how we are our own worse enemies. We see every flaw and imperfection in ourselves, and we think that other people do too. The truth is, most people don't give a shit. You just go through life meeting person after person who literally could not care less. The reason is because they're wrapped up in themselves too. So maybe I just need to stop getting wrapped up in this little ball of self-loathing and start learning to get wrapped in a blanket of love.
I listened to the latest episode of the podcast "Sex and Other Human Activities " and it really hit close to home. The we're talking about how we are our own worse enemies. We see every flaw and imperfection in ourselves, and we think that other people do too. The truth is, most people don't give a shit. You just go through life meeting person after person who literally could not care less. The reason is because they're wrapped up in themselves too. So maybe I just need to stop getting wrapped up in this little ball of self-loathing and start learning to get wrapped in a blanket of love.
Also, I gained 1 pound in the past week. I didn't really exercise much so I can totally understand why. I need to make sure I keep up with it. This is a process and I know that. I just want to keep up the process.
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