So today is Christmas. I know that I'm supposed to be happy. I'm supposed to enjoy this day. It's supposed to be a happy day. A day for joyous times with family and friends. Then why do I feel like I do? I'm sad. So sad that it literally hurts me. My chest hurts. I just can't help but feel like the only people who love and care about me today are the people that have to: My mom, my son, my sister, my brother-in-law. I feel like nobody else even cares. I know I'm probably wrong, but today I really just want to disappear. I don't want to feel like this. I just want to know that someone loves me that doesn't have to.
So after all that depressing stuff, I do want to say that I hope everyone out there is having a wonderful and merry Christmas.
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